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The Strange Ceiling

The sun rises to break the solitary night,
Only to bring still doubts back into the light.
All that was left unanswered by yesterday,
Replaced by more questions that started the day.

Here where i lay with my heavy weariness,
Where all that once were have left nonetheless,
I stared at the ceiling that grew stranger still,
Wondering why i woke up against my will.



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created: 2015-02-04
@hougang, sg
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