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Too Surreal

sometimes i wish that the world would just change drastically. sometimes it just feels like there's not enough room for the potential to truly grow in this world. it's too constricting and restricting.
my head feels it's about to burst from all my imaginings. yet it is always at the brink, never really breaching the edge.

there are ways to turn all those that i see in my mind and even share them to the world but they will always be poor representations of the universe that i can barely experience. they will always be bound by the laws of nature, physics, society, time and even simply of age.

it might just be me feeling older today yet realizing how much more i wish to experience in reality - that just do not exist. they are all in my head, and most of them would just remain there. it is frustrating that they would stay only as day dreams, never given a chance to fully manifest themselves in this world simply because they are too fantastic or too surreal.

so unlike the real world, the ones in my mind are ever changing in ways that are never ruled by the universe they reside in. yet, there is still order. it is not the hubristic desire to create and destroy. it is simply the power of possibilities unbound.

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2013-08-10 11:09pm
@hougang, sg
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