A Thousand Illusions

The eyes have a thousand illusions:
visions that deceive the mind,
Things from many imaginations
like sceneries from the blind.

The heart has a thousand illusions:
emotions that trick the soul,
A love from mistaken devotions
dying like the burning coal.

A life has a thousand illusions:
paths that were not meant to last,
False guides of different machinations,
from whom the darkness are cast.

Few words hold a thousand illusions:
deceptions that never die,
From the truth they are imitations
used to fabricate a lie.

Dreams may from a thousand illusions
formed with delusory core.
full of misguided contradictions,
false hopes from a metaphor.

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2005-06-06 9:08pm

2005-06-07 8:23am

"5-7-9"

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